Male, 20, straight human, bi furry. It just works, trust me. Call me Dragon, but if you want to know my real name, just ask. I have a deeply analytical mind, that flits between frenetically imaginative naivity and pessimistic, depressive wisdom.
Life seems to be moving along at a steady pace. That’s not to say it feels like I’m going anywhere, it’s just moving. Uni this semester has been done for a little while so I’ve been at home, just doing small things, trying to write. As such, I’m reminded of other peoples work and what they can teach me. It isn’t like drawing, where what some people see their own work as trash I would be happy to have a small level of their technical skill. It’s not all in the mind, I’ve found out. But anyway, back on point, I’m trying to expand what I’m writing but I have no idea if any of it could be published because of this wall of seeing what others have done and thinking I’m not quite there yet.
Finding out where there is will be something to look into. Among other things. There’s a birthday I’m going to Sat and one of my friends have really given much to anyone this year but here I’ll make an effort. I can’t not try. That’s something I should tell myself more often, instead of looking at a screen, or not getting a job (I need times that work for me though). Sometimes I make life hard for myself but it all comes down to trying or stalling.
Sigh, sometimes it is better seeing people’s awesome at a distance, spread out :)